One thing I have always had a problem with is my weight. I am about 5'5'' and I weight 179 lbs...I am sort of well proportioned, it is not all fat. But lately I cannot take looking at my self in a mirror, which I could never do anyway. Now its unbearable though, I want to cry every time I see myself.I have decided it is time to change that. I am not healthy and i need to get healthy and be able to love myself again. This is a quest I must go on. I need to take this journey. I may fail but I have to try. So there may be posts during the day, saying things like I'm hungry or I'm blogging a second or third time today so I do not eat. This is a strategy so that i do not eat when I'm bored. I am in college and it is very cold out, so that takes any walking besides back and forth to class out of the picture. i take the stairs from my room down everyday and I try to take them up every time but I probably take the elevator once a day up. I live on the 5th floor of my building, the highest floor. And it is ten flights of stairs up. I get very tired and winded, but this is a good workout for me which I have just began.I have to walk to class everyday which is a 5 minute walk there and back then I have to climb from 2 flights of stairs to 8 flights just to get to class. So i think this is enough exercising if I can control my eating. I think that blogging about my sucess and my failure will help me and hopefully when I get fans or follower I think there called, this will help them, having a "diet" buddy.
The other thing I wanted to talk about was my monster bruise. His name is Bob and he will probably be my friend for a few weeks. Saturday night I got out of my boyfriend's truck, it was late and dark out. I did not see a tree stump on the side of the road and I tripped. I now have a fantastic war wound.
To the left is the top of my calf, this is three days after the incident. To the right is what the top of my calf looks like but you have to turn your head a little to the right.
Fabulous isn't it. I'm gonna go again, Talk to you soon.
Sammy Darling
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