Changes

Changes.

Webster describes Change as to make something in particular different or to make something radically different. Lately I feel my life is going through radical changes, I guess it is. With school beginning again. I feel the separations between me and Joel again. I feel the lost connections. I really hate these feelings. What am I suppose to do? Im so lost and wondering if this change in pace needs to change or if I should wait this out.

So I dyed my hair. I changed my physical appearance. my hair my crowning jewel is gone. I lost me. I want to be someone different. Someone stronger. Someone with a strong sence of self. I don't want to be walked all over anymore. I don't want to have to deal with being treated like crap. Like Im not needed. Some people treat me well and I am so thankful for the people who do treat me right.