Havent done this in awhile!

So I have not posted anything in awhile. Its been since like January and alot has changed since then. But still basically me, one thing though that blog about farmville down there totally not true anymore Im totally boycotting all of those stupid time sucking games. Anyways life has become something different now. It feels like Im fighting everyday to keep my head above the water. And every night before I go to sleep I feel like Im drowning when all those thoughts consume me before I actually fall asleep.School has really gotten complicated lately and its not even the work. Im doing really good in almost all my classes. But some of the people I consider "friends" are getting on my nerves but I mean really whats new. Theres only about two weeks left now though.  I honestly dont know if teaching is for me though. Its always great when your paying out your ass for something you dont even want to do. But I mean its a career. But on a brighter note Im actually making friends at school now and I dont feel like such a social failure, its nice.I just hope that these new friendships do not diminish because of the upcoming summer break. And even though me and my boyfriend went through a rough patch were actually getting better. This weekend is honestly the first weekend in a long time that I can say I enjoyed every minute with him. I remembered why I feel in love in the first place. So Idk I guess this is the end of my re-intro to me.

Peace out cub scout