Insomnia

I have no clue why I am awake right now. This weekend between friday to know I have gotten 5 hours of sleep and have more than enough time to sleep for more than that I just cant sleep. It sucks. I really really would like to sleep. Not happening.

Ive been trying to figure out how Im going to spend this summer. Im trying to get a job but my mom is a let down as always. I mean jeez women do what you say your going to for once. I get it youve had it hard but I mean ugh. You wonder why Im never around.

As for the other situation Joel  basically has decided that if I have to leave then hes leaving to and theyll never let that happen so this week is going to be nice and stressful.

SO basically right now Im trying to write again. I use to write little stories all the time in high school. I have never actually finished anything but hey Ill give it a try again I guess. I mean what else is there to do at 5 am when you can not sleep.

Short sweet and to the point, basically whats happening right now with me. A few sentences, a few words, nothing much to really explore. I have not decided if I am going to post my story online yet or what I will do with it but Ill post something about it when I decide hopefully I can focus.

Me and Joel just hanging out yesterday. Dont judge me I have no make up on. Even with that love this picture and him!

The song for this morning is a celebration for him over coming so many medical problems recently and winning the apprentice. I will forever be a die hard poison fan! My mom always says I was born in the wrong decade.

Nothing But A Good Time