I learned a very important lesson the other night. Im a jealous person. I hate it but I guess thats who I am. Im also a hypocrite. I feel bad for the things I said to him. I know that he would never cheat on me. but I feel like he doesnt care about me to spend time with me. But he will text these other girls. I know these girls and one lives forever away so I know thats not happening. But the other one he says is ugly and he would never like her as more than a friend and I believe him but everytime he gets a text from them hes texting them back right away. but I say I want to talk or speak to him and he forgets what I said 10 minutes later. I FEEL LIKE IM TALKING TO A WALL. or like Im talking to this blog. It funny how this blog is actually helping me relieve some of this now. I never thought Id be able to actually commit to it. But it has became my online journal of sorts.
Other than that I started my new job today its is slightly boring. I mean its not bad once I know the kids names and stuff it will get alot better but overall it wasnt bad at all.Long day for a girl who hasnt worked in forever and im now completely exhausted but Im dealing pretty well. They already gave me more hours for next week.Im excited about this job because its with children. I love to work with kids. I love to babysit, when I was younger I use to do it for free. Children are so fun to be around when you actually know what your doing with them. I think thats why I want to be a teacher.
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-Sam
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