How I really feel

I feel like everytime we get close you pull away. I feel like everytime I have something to say you run. You never discuss anything. You leave me like I dont even matter. I dont get how this is far to me. I dont get why your always right and Im always wrong. I love you. I dont how else to say it. I LOVE YOU. you have my whole heart and nothing less. your everything to me. Think about it. I mean really think. I want nothing but you. But you have to want me to.You have want to be with me. You have to take me for who I am. Accept me. because I accept you. Your not the easiest person to get along with. Its not like you dont have baggage and things that I have to deal with for you. Someone would have left by now Im still here by your side. Im still here fighting for us. I still want us. But your not fighting anymore. What am I suppose to do when you stop fighting? AM I suppose to just give up. Thats not fair to me.  And as sit here crying knowing youll never read this, let alone the fact that no one will, I wonder if youll be in love with me the way I am with you. I love you more than anything never forget that.