June 23, 1991, I mean 2010

Today is my 19th birthday. Yay me. not. I worked today from 9-3 which wasnt bad it actually went pretty fast. Then I went to Starbucks and got a free drink. But now Im sitting at home alone because my boyfriend left. He told me hed be gone about a half hour maybe and hour tops to finish his work up. Its been two hours. I mean this is bullshit. I cant do much for my birthday in the first place because I have work at 8 tomorrow. but he could atleast be here, after he picked me up late from work. UGGGGGH.


Anyways I have decided to make some goals for myself. Thinking maybe if I actually post them on the internet I may follow them.

- Read 4,000 pages this summer. I have now read around 400 pages. Ill get an exact number when Im done with my current book.
             -I have no clue what a reward for this goal should be. I was thinking maybe buying some clothes. like one of these t shirts I really want but wont buy because there 36 dollars and I think thats insane for a t shirt.

-Next goal is to fit back into an 11 by the end of the summer. Ive gained alot of weight this summer and it really disappoints me. The way I eat in this house is horrendous. Now I know I said in one of my first postings I was going to eat better but I really need to now. I want to lose atleast 15-20 pounds by the end of the summer. So how am I going to do this well I will weight myself tonight and see how much I weight. I will not post how much I weight on the internet but I may post a picture.
                 -Then for every 5 lbs I lose I will post a picture of myself. I think for every 5 lbs I lose I may buy something little from hot topic, like jewelry or something. Now if I reach my goal I want to buy Kat Von D's new perfume and I will get new clothes. 

-My last goal is to have fun and do atleast 10 shoots this summer. I do not know with who or what, but I really want to do more. I have one completed so far. This goal includes my project 365's both my blog one and my actual account. I need to start posting pictures everyday whether there just photos of me or not.
                   - My goal for this is printing my pictures and making a portfolio with them so maybe I can find a job with them or just to have them nicely packaged.


So I have decided that these three things are very important to me this summer. They are all attainable goals this summer as long as I put in effort.  The hardest one will losing the weight. But I am sincerely going to try to lose it. I may slip and fall but I can always get myself back on track.

Always- Salvia 

This song has been stuck in my head all day!